Do you ever sit alone in your bedroom and just cry.. Sometimes it is at night when you are alone, sometimes it’s in the morning when you need to cry and get the hurt out before you can slap on your happy face and show a mask to the world.. All my life I have worn … More Are you wearing a happy mask?
I started a YouTube Channel 🙂 I have wanted to do this for a long time but I was nervous. I don’t have any equipment, lighting and I don’t know how to edit.. Haha. Only they were all excuses for me to not start. I am a newbie, I can’t be perfect right away. The … More I’m on YouTube!
I have slowly been killing myself over the last ten months. Working a job that although I liked elements, it has more negative than positive. I was training like crazy for a body building competition. From the minute I woke up till the minute I went to bed I stressed over the thoughts of “did I train … More Are you killing yourself slowly?
You know me by now, honest to a default. I have no idea if this post is going to help anyone. I feel it is more of a post that may help me move on and may allow you the reader to feel less alone but there will not be pearls of wisdom everywhere. From … More Being Bullied Growing Up.
As I sit here at my desk, there are many thoughts entering my mind of what I could type to “promote myself”, to “sell myself” to you the reader. That feeling doesn’t sit right with me. I feel like I shouldn’t have to sell myself, as if I am saying to the universe that I … More The next Chapter.
Social media is a double edged sword. On one hand we get to connect with people we may never meet if it wasn’t for the internet. It also for some reason gives some people this illusion that it is right to message a random person and give your judgement of their life. I received the most … More To be a promoter I must be fake?
Walking home from the gym yesterday I found myself really “rocking out” to music. Mouthing the words, making faces and doing little air guitar moves. I was really in the zone, enjoying that moment in time. For a second I stopped and said to myself, “people will think I am nuts if I don’t stop this”. … More Have you met yourself yet?