I need to be honest with myself. I am never going to have a healthy relationship with food. I have struggled with food from the age of eight. Anything from emotional eating binge eating, depriving myself to self sabotage if a meal plan actually starts to work. I abuse food all the time. I’ve … More In order to change, you have to get real with yourself.
I started a YouTube Channel 🙂 I have wanted to do this for a long time but I was nervous. I don’t have any equipment, lighting and I don’t know how to edit.. Haha. Only they were all excuses for me to not start. I am a newbie, I can’t be perfect right away. The … More I’m on YouTube!
I have slowly been killing myself over the last ten months. Working a job that although I liked elements, it has more negative than positive. I was training like crazy for a body building competition. From the minute I woke up till the minute I went to bed I stressed over the thoughts of “did I train … More Are you killing yourself slowly?
You know me by now, honest to a default. I have no idea if this post is going to help anyone. I feel it is more of a post that may help me move on and may allow you the reader to feel less alone but there will not be pearls of wisdom everywhere. From … More Being Bullied Growing Up.
As I sit here at my desk, there are many thoughts entering my mind of what I could type to “promote myself”, to “sell myself” to you the reader. That feeling doesn’t sit right with me. I feel like I shouldn’t have to sell myself, as if I am saying to the universe that I … More The next Chapter.
Social media is a double edged sword. On one hand we get to connect with people we may never meet if it wasn’t for the internet. It also for some reason gives some people this illusion that it is right to message a random person and give your judgement of their life. I received the most … More To be a promoter I must be fake?
lf (I apologise, this post is longer than my usual, wordpress is not allowing me to paragraph due to space limit)… Everyone knows that jealously stems from insecurity and it is only natural for us to feel jealous from time to time. The problem is, we easily can allow it to effect our lives and … More How jealously hurts more than just you.